It’s me Mann. I’ve been gone awhile and I promise never to leave you like that ever again. My life has changed a lot in the past few months you haven’t heard from me and this is just to get you guys up to date.
Well firstly, I just finished Spring Semester at my community college and did terrible. I got a D two C’s and a B. With grades like this I really need too focus and remember what matters and what’s most important in life. I hate myself so much for being a useless vessel. I am no better than my family if I continue to get grades like this. I will fail and live a nothing life in my rundown hometown if I don’t get it together.
Secondly, remember that girl I went out on a date with? She was so perfect for me? Yeah her. Yeah she just abruptly stopped talking to me which is great in a good and sarcastic way considering I really wanted to be with her but at the same time she was kind of “damaged goods” from past relationships and was no good for me and I could see it just didn’t want to accept it.
Thirdly, I still live with my family. I hate it still and I should be moving as soon as I find a college I want to attend. Sad thing is is that the only college that accepted me so far is 20 minutes from my house. I honestly don’t know why I applied. I mean it is a good school but I dont want to be so close to my family and I knew this before I even applied. I want to be nowhere near them at all. like I said in previous posts all they do is drag me down I feel. It really sucks to say things like this but it is the truth.
Lastly, I vow too keep talking to you FF on a more consistent basis. I have done nothing but neglect you and that is unfair and you deserve my undivided attention so you have it. You are here to listen to my vents and give me constructive criticism. So with that I bid thee farewell… for the moment.